waterpolosav asked:


Two weeks ago, one of my best friends was killed in a car accident. I’ve known him since we were in elementary school, and I think I’ve become clinically depressed. I won’t use names, but we all had nicknames for each other so I’ll use them.
Oso is the one who passed away, and he was one of my three best friends that I’ve been with forever. We were the Four Muskateers, the four amigos, been more family to each other than any of our biological families have ever been…
Yesterday after holding it through school I came home and collapsed on the floor crying as soon as I got in the door. I’ve been listening to the ‘Apologize remix’ on repeat for two hours. The last words I said to him were “Awesome tattoo!”
Awesome fucking tattoo. What a pointless fucking statement. I have been holed up in my apartment with my roomate Q, who has completely seperated himself from the world since… yeah
I can’t bring myself to talk to anyone about it face to face, and I’m stuck in my room. help
It still doesn’t even feel real. like it’s not allowed to happen. Oso can’t die, no one would ever even think that. He’s O-to-S-to the muthafuckin O… I don’t want to start on any medication or anything like that. things like this really put perspective on all the whining these bitches do every day

Julian

Lanosrep Noitamrofni♁ asked:


What are your coping techniques for major life changes. I like to excercise to release stress. Meditation is good too, and keeping busy helps. Any other suggestions that work for you?

Thomas